Who Am I

One thing I have always believed, if you can’t admit who you really and truthfully are how can you say you are anything. I am a bedroom dominant, romantic, oral loving, hedonistic, old school Black Bull. I love being a Bull and being an older Black Bull gives me a heightened sense of pride. I have always had leadership roles whether in sports or employment. I have never wanted to do anything behind anyone’s back. Cheating has never been a friend of mine and if you are a true Bull why should you ever entertain thoughts of cheating. There is honor when you are standing in their living room, given the hand of your new hotwife, presented to you by her husband, then having him lead you to their bed and bedroom. I will always dedicate myself to be a Black Bull. I will do what I can to promote this lifestyle as I practice it. Cuckolding eliminates the word cheating and replaces it with the word sharing. Cuckolding is a team, a team which consist of three components. Each component giving into their desires, wants and fantasies and turning away from the term vanilla. I feel very special in still being able to do what I do and dedicate myself to my style of Cuckolding. I believe that a Bull should speak truthfully, lead respectfully, fuck fiercely and with raw emotions. This is the Bull I am

From: The Mind Of A Bull

Let Me In

One of my aims of writing this blog is to open my mind so the words of what I have to say concerning my thoughts, experiences, and my desires for future experiences and share them with those who read my blog. Upon meeting a couple for the first time I always focus on eye contact with the couple. I try to catch each one separate I listen until I get my chance to speak. I do this for two reasons, one, as a Bull I feel what I say should be truthful, straightforward and with eye contact. My philosophy is if you are a Bull be a well-bred Bull. My second reason is that I want to catch you with eye contact so I can tell you what your role is, what I want from you. What your roles are and what I want are the same for hotwife and cuck. What I want is what you need to perform your roles to make this a true cuckold experience. I want you to open up your mind and let me in. I want to mind fuck you and I want to mind fuck you with my words. I will always mind fucking my hotwife even when I am fucking her. Mind fucking is a very powerful tool in my Bull toolbox. Inside the cuck’s mind, I want him to paint a picture of his bed and bedroom he must surrender to me. I want my words to arouse his cuck blood to the reality of what is about to happen. I want him to be prepared mentally for his surrender. I want to mind fuck her with the strong hands that rub so assuring and words which will make her mind say come right on in. I want to mind fuck her much deeper and creative than I could ever fuck her body. The mind of a woman is more vast and deeper than her pussy will ever be. I want to penetrate that mind as far and as deep as I can. I know that I will do it I can only do it when you let me in.

From: The Mind Of A Bull

Feelings

As a Bull, I feel that the one word which I shall always represent myself with that word is the truth. I may have a different concept than others on how I believe the truth to be. My concept of truth is what you feel to be real. I believe the truth is felt before it is spoken. I previously mentioned the word connection. The connection between Bull, Hotwife, and cuck. I would like to ask questions to you both. To the cuck, how do you feel when you see your woman being controlled and taking all I or another man can give her? How do you feel when she is commanded to do things you don’t have the nerve to ask your very own wife to do? How do you feel when she follows the Bull’s commands? To the hotwife I ask of you to tell me what goes through your mind as you take the Bull’s dick in your mouth and you suck it as nasty as you can in front of your husband? Tell me your thoughts as the Bull’s puts his dick in you and order you to open up and take all of him as you struggle not to scream but you are very unsuccessful? How does it make you feel when you know how much time you put in to look as beautiful as you do for the Bull and your husband? How do you feel knowing you are pleasing one man and serving another? From the mouth of a Bull when the Hotwife and cuck do all of the above and more it makes me feel damn good. That is my truth

The Connection

One thing I try to do when I write is to put myself in the material I write. I want to introduce myself  to my readers in my writings. I have always said if you can show others who you truly are the more you learn to express yourself openly and honestly. I always have wanted to make a connection when I fuck. I have found when you can totally connect in mind, body, and intimacy blended with total honesty you become part of a cuckold experience like no other. I have often wondered how can this lifestyle with all involved are willing and consenting adults can this be considered dirty? The connection I try to make with the cuck and my hot wife is, I want each to tell me their desires, wants, and passions. When this is done successfully you will become surprised how one desire is more deeper than the other. The desires of all will be told within the boundaries of pre set limits from all. The one thing that I feel necessary to make this connection is very open and very honest conversation because from my experiences I have connected and ignited the passion and ecstasy buttons in all three of us without going against the cuckold hierarchy. There is no better sex in the world than having physical and mental sex with another man’s wife while keeping him mesmerized at your abilities knowing he can’t interfere. You have the husband watching you  do to his wife things he knows he can’t. To me this is the ultimate power boost. A Bull must feel power, he must never fight the power he must let it surge all through him. From this power, he becomes an animal, the more he feels the more his hot, wife benefits from his jack hammering thrusts, The cuck can only agonize with her every scream as I try to make each scream louder than the scream before. To me and this is from my mind along with my thoughts but I do my best to take away any inclination the cuck may have that he is in control or has a voice in his bedroom while I am present, I aim to totally diminish any thoughts of it. I also believe though a few cucks will not admit it but that is what most cucks truly want and I as the Bull must consider the cuck as I connect with his wife.  From the mind of a Bull

The Mind of A Bull

I was first introduced to the cuckold lifestyle while in a chatroom on AOL. For some reason I received an instant message from one of the people in the chat room. He told me he was from Philadelphia, a cuckold bull which at that time I knew nothing about and we started talking. He told me about his fucking wives while their husbands watched but were not allowed to participate only film or watch. I had had a good life as a swinger but not quite as much success with the BDSM lifestyle, I read his messages very intrigued as he told of some of his experiences. As a swinger I had fucked the wife or g/f present but no restrictions of participation were discussed. I was told by my mentor that the Bull is the head of the bedroom hierarchy, the female is next and the cuck is at the bottom of the totem pole. He explained to me that a Bull is there for one thing and one thing only and that is to be bullish, in charge yet under control when you are in control. A Bull should never have to ask for what should be given, He said to always expect her to give you every ounce of her womanhood and for the cuck to know that the man fucking his wife is the real man in his bedroom. He told me that if you couldn’t have that mind set and not expect those two things then what you are doing is swinging because in cuckolding it will always be the Bull making another man’s married wife his hot wife. As I learned from this Bull Master I also discovered the word Hedonist.  The more I read about this the more I discovered my true self. I was being pulled in two directions one dealing with control and the other increasing my knowledge of my pursuit of pleasure. My online evolution began in the early 2000’s when dial up was king. The chat rooms were the online night clubs of most evenings. One of the most request from the women when I received instant messages from them was can you fuck my mind as well as my body. The way I personally learned to make love to a woman’s mind was phone sex, I actually have received more than a few thank you notes because the phone sex we shared saved their marriage.  This is when I learned that as a Bull your role is to provide the physical as well as the mental and the state of their marriage is also very important. The whole trilogy of bull, wife, and cuck is one unit understanding their roles so that is  benefitting to three. I truly believe that what is done by consenting adults is permissible and if all of what is done during that consent is done willingly to me that makes it respectable. I am excited for this is my very first blog. I do want those who are either participants or those with an interest in cuckolding to get  to know me and why I am the Bull I am. I am a Bull Daddy, an older, and wiser bull, with a lot of pumps still left inside of me and a composer of intimacy. I try to connect to both cuck and wife for an experience that will last with both. I will continue telling my thoughts from my mind as a Cuckold Daddy Bull.